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Fidel or Fidelity?

05-29-2016Fr. John LettersFr. John Bonavitacola

Dear Friends,

In light of Memorial Day, the kind-of-sort-of victory of the Little Sisters at the Supreme Court and the challenges to Religious Liberty in our country this is an excellent reflection for all of us who hold dear the freedom of conscience. Armando Valladares, a Cuban dissident gave this speech upon receiving the Beckett Fund For Religious Liberty 2016 Canterbury Medal:

When I was 23 years old I refused to do something that at the time seemed very small. I refused to say a few words, "I'm with Fidel." First I refused the sign on my desk at the postal office that said that, and after years of torture and watching many fellow fighters die, either in body or in spirit, I still refused to say those words.

If I just said those three words, I would have been released from prison.

My story is proof that a small act of defiance can mean everything for the friends of liberty. They did not keep me in jail for 22 years because my refusal to say three words meant nothing. In reality those three words meant everything.  

For me to say those words would constitute a type of spiritual suicide. Even though my body was in prison and being tortured, my soul was free and it flourished. My jailers took everything away from me, but they could not take away my conscience or my faith.

Even when we have nothing, each person and only that person possesses the key to his or her own conscience, his or her own sacred castle. In that respect, each of us, though we may not have an earthly castle or even a house, each of us is richer than a king or queen.

The Little Sisters of the Poor know this. They may be called the Little Sisters of the Poor, and yet they are rich in that they live out their conscience, which no government bureaucrat can invade. They know what my body knows after 22 years of cruel torture: that if they sign the form, the government demands they will be violating their conscience and would commit spiritual suicide. If they did this they would forfeit the true and only wealth they have in abandoning the castle of their consciences.

And so I salute the Little Sisters of the Poor for their seemingly small act of defiance! 

I am here to tell you that every little act counts. No man or woman is too small or simple to be called to bear witness to the truth. I'm here to remind you that each of you possesses great wealth in the sacred domain of your conscience. And I'm here to tell you that each of you is called to stay true.  I am also here to tell you that when you make that choice, from that moment forward, even if you are naked, in solitary confinement for 8 years, you are never alone because God is there with you. 

For many of you, particularly the young people, it may seem I come from a faraway land from a long time ago. Young friends, you may not be taken away at gunpoint, as I was for staying true to my conscience, but there are many other ways to take you away and to imprison your body and your mind. There are many ways you can be silenced, in your schools, your universities, in your workplace.

I warn you: Just as there is a very short distance between the US and Cuba, there is a very short distance between a democracy and a dictatorship where the government gets to decide what to do, how to think, and how to live. And sometimes your freedom is not taken away at gunpoint but instead it is done one piece of paper at a time, one seemingly meaningless rule at a time, one small silencing at a time. Never allow the government–or anyone else–to tell you what you can or cannot believe or what you can and cannot say or what your conscience tells you to have to do or not do.

Thank you Armando Valladares for the witness of you life. Thank you Little Sisters of the Poor for refusing to sign that piece of paper. Thank you to all who sacrifice their lives for the flourishing of Liberty.

Love, Fr. John B.

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